You still have all of me...

So, I was just clicking around on my favorited pages on my window and I clicked on my blog. Last time I updated was in August. Damn...

Anyways, I am just feeling really out of my 'normal' loop right now.

1. I miss Clarion a lot and I cannot wait to go back next year.
2. I honestly miss having a boyfriend. 
3. I am always exhausted for some unknown reason. 
4. I'm getting behind on my homework.
5. I am feeling fatter and fatter by the days.

With 1, I guess that is pretty much self explanatory. Being at home is alright, but I miss my friends and my professors. I miss the atmosphere of Clarion, period.
Two, yeah. Again, self explanatory. I keep falling for guys too quickly and I always figure out that they really aren't interested in me, just either my body, boobs mostly, or they want sex. AH!! DX Anyways, I miss having that guy I can go to about anything and just talk to. Someone that I can sleep with and cuddle and just not care about the world and my own problems.
Three MIGHT be because I am working 5 days a week, 8:30-4:30. I wake up at 6:30 and then I go to bed at about 9:30/10ish. How in the hell am I still tired in the morning? Blah...
Four... Fuckin' history and political science. I am failing on my tests for history and I haven't done assignments for Political Science. I'm going to e-mail my Government teacher and say I haven't had internet for a while. Maybe that will work...?
Five. Hello, my name is Amanda and I am 5'4" and 220 lbs. I have back problems that won't go away. I keep telling myself I need to get a diet plan going. Go to the gym, watch what I eat, all that jazz. Here is the kicker though. How do I get myself to the gym when my main mode of transportation is my mother and she just wants to go home after work? I can't win on this one... Fuck.

Well, my life in a nut shell? Ha, no. More like a blog post... whatever. I just needed to vent and post something on here... Off to bed with myself. It's what I do best anymore.