Holy not getting on here for a long period of time, Batman!!

So, 10 days since I haven't written, ANYTHING!
Just have been really busy.
Work-still sucks, but good money
Erich-just plain awesomeeee<3
Parents-alright, still freaking annoying.
Friends-cool :)
Seeeester-:)

That's all I can really think of.
Going shopping. :)
Byes!!

The best look of mine is a messy up do, a man's dress up shirt, and boy shorts. :)

Work was...work. I almost had the 'riding around in the car and do jack shit' job today, but I actually had to work. =\ But the positive thing is my hours are becoming shorter. Well, in a sense that is a bad thing. Oh well...

I want to go to my friend Penny's graduation party, but I don't think I will be able to. It would be interesting...

Maybe this weekend, only if I don't work, Erich and I are going mini golfing with friends. I am excited for it. After that, my lover and I are going to a classic dinner and a movie<3
I love him. :)

By the sea, wouldn't that be smashing?

I wish, just to get away from this hell hole called my house.

So, now I am only going to be working 8 hours a day. Good for my body, sucks for my wallet. What to do, what to do?...

Either way, I need the job and this is my only way of paying for college if I want to go back. Why does school have to be sooo fucking expensive??

Next order of business, Erich and I went to the park. It was fun, and I hurt myself. I wish I can lose, like, 50-60 pounds and I would amazing. Everyone says I have a cute face, and a wonderful...chest. Of course they would. I want to be able to stop people in their tracks and let them stare in awe.
I miss how I used to be the fastest girl in my grade. I need to get into shape, but, when do I have time?
Whatever...I'll probably be a fat truck driver, pumping gas and some junk...

And another thing...
[yayy ranting]
I love Erich to death, but damn, he wants to go out with me, but I have to pay for every little fucking thing. Yes, he has no job now, and yes, he will then, but, being staff doesn't get much.

BAH!!!!!!

Also, I hate work. Oh wait, I have said that before...
And I also hate the fact that I have to do everything for my parents. Okay, yeah, I am their kid, but damn. I have my own life and I work too. I usually have to ask for everything and I HATE IT! I'm 19, I can do whatever I want.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I know, I have said that numerous times before. I don't fucking care at this moment in time.

So yeah, I think I have caught up in my ranting for now.
Can't you tell I hate my life just a little right now?

I gotta catch up now...

Jeez. I haven't been on for a bit and some crazy things happen.
Well, not really, but at least I can dream. Haha.
Either way...
Sunday! Sunday! Sunday!
Hung out with Erich :D and cleaned my room. =\
After all of that madness and me getting pissed at my mother, we ate supper and then Erich and I just slept...together...in the same bed...in my room. :):):):)

MMMMMMMMMMoooooooooonnnnnnnnndddddddddddaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyy
Work...end of story.
I rode around, and only flagged for, like, 3 hours. Hehe.
Then got home.
Wooo...not.

I reallllllllllllllllllllllllly want to move in with Erich, or get my own place, with Erich. Haha
<3

Mmmm, Sheetz hot chocolate. :)

GOOD MORNING!

So yeah, I didn't have to work today.
And I still got up at 4:30 to do it.
I think Dave called me last night, but I was on the phone. Woops. Haha

Oh well, I can help mom out at the store and I got a large hot chocolate. I'm pretty content for being up at this early of a time. :)

And my social security number is...

PSYCH! I don't have a good protection thing. Haha

WORK!
It was sort of interesting today. Basically walked all of Elk Run because they grated the entire road and then rolled it. The day went by fast and I was content with that.
AND!
I got paid. :D

Guess what?!
ERICH IS HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am soooooooooo excited about this, you have no idea.

Now, bedtime, well, phonetime with Erich then bedtime.

<3

"My friend kicked a bowling ball...and went to the hospital..."

Work...of a flag girl.
So yeah, work sucked... It gets really really really really really really old just standing there and flipping a sign. THEN you have dick heads who run your stop sign. Ohhhhhh that pisses me off....BAH!!!
Either way, Dave was working with me today, which made it a little better.
"Jigga wha?"
"Cool beans...
Whore"

Yeah, we cool. We also have it figured out that we have our own clique. Haha.

Misc. items on my mind.
But either way, Erich comes home tomorrow. I am sooooooo excited... :D This limited texting is sucking very badly and I just want to see him. Maybe Saturday or Sunday. All I can do is hope.

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In other news, I got along with my parents today.

Now for the weather...
Nice, a little cloudy, and almost dark. :P

*Dramatic Music* Sports!
I "ran" my own stop sign.

Thank you everyone for tuning in. Join us tomorrow for up to date news, weather, and sports, all by Amanda Hershey!

Ahh, sweatpants and hot chocolate on a summer day.

Before 6 o'clock AM:
Woke up at 4:30ish and then felt like crap. Oh how that is becoming a daily basis, and I fucking hate it.
Checked my Facebook and saw something that really bugs me.
Alright, opinion of people who read this [*cough* Moria *cough*], when you are out at a camp, like, middle of bumb fuck nowhere [not my house], and you are a staff member, you shouldn't be on the computer, correct?
[What is with these majorly long run-on sentences and myself recently?]
Anywho, I think that it is totally rediculous how kids now-a-day are like this. This is why our youth organizations are going down the drain. Goodbye 4-H, Boy Scouts, and Girl Scouts. Hello MySpace, MyYearbook, Facebook, and Twitter, nice to meet you.
Ooooo, this just completely bugs the shit out of me. I know, I should be following this myself, but I have been in 4-H since I was 8 and I followed through in it. I loved every single minute of it. That is where I learned all of my leadership skills and made great friends. How many teens were active in youth organizations in my high school career before we graduated? 6. Three were 4-H, and three were Boy Scouts, and I was the only girl.
From 6 o'clock AM to 2:30 PM
Work, in the fucking rain.
Alright, flagging is alright, but where there is shit happening. But when all of the construction is like, a mile down the road, it sucks. Even when there is no vehicals coming and going through. The best part of it all, it was freezing. Not like, a nice cool breeze because it is the summer. I mean, cold as ice wind with cold rain. So, standing outside with a stop sign, trying to stay warm and dry, wasn't a success. Either way, ANOTHER one of the dump trucks broke. Hydralic pump completely came off of the truck and oil went everywhere. After that, since our work area had no truck, I went back to Coudy to help mother.
2:30 PM to...now?
I help my mom with some of the things at the store: Organize some parts, returned some, entered some things on the computer, etc... Nothing really that important happened. Now, just annoyed my dad. Bahahaha.

I was excited the other night, I might have mentioned. Erich called me and I was so flipping happy. :):) Just hearing his voice just lit up my life. *Sighhhh* I really wish I could see him soon. Maybe on Sunday, he could come over here or we could go to the park. I just feel like being a little kid again, expecially with Erich. <3
I don't know, but just something about him makes me feel, happy. I can be myself and not care what anyone thinks of me.

Damn, I miss him like crazy...

:^]

Don't you hate it when all of a sudden, during the middle of the day, you think of the greatest status or blog, and then when you have time to write it, you completely forget what it was? [Like that run-on sentence there? :P]

Hello today. Haha.

Today must be a short blog day. Headaches suck ass and they require my bed.
Because it's warm.
And.
It loves me.

Night Y'all!

Hello, My name is Amanda Hershey and I am gullible.

So,
My mother is annoyng. Still treating me like I'm 12.
Good job. Short, 'cause she is rushing me. Of course.

FUCK!

:)

So, today was pretty much uneventful, besides texting Kyle. That was a fun time. Haha.
Anyways...
After work, I got tackled by Miranda and Felicia, old highschool friends. Totally awesome. Then, I went to a 4-H meeting, and got tackled by Eller and Amber. Again, awesome. Then lastly, I got to talk to Erich! So friggin' happy!! So, Sandy, he's alright. Haha.

Either way, short and sweet tonight. Gotta wake up at 4:30...again. Blech...

Early morning sunrise

So, I just wanted to say I HATEEE waking up at 4:30. But it's for my job and I get good money.
And, I'm in an 'eh' mood. Didn't really talk to Erich and it pretty much sucks... :(
He needs to figure out something with his phone and talk to me somehow. I'm on the breaking point 'cause I know he has one and it is giving me false hope...

BAH!

Jigga wha?

Another random tangent today. What is it, like, 4?
Anyways, I just got to thinking about my job. I am the only female teenager there around a bunch of perverted old men whom half of them I have known since I was like, 8.
What I do is flag for the guys. It is alright, but it gets boring as hell. >.Day one:
Him- "Hey, are you married?"
Me- "No, I am engaged"
Him- "I don't care" *laughs and drives away*
Day two:
Him-"Are you married yet?"
Me- "Nope"
Him- "Okay!" *drives away*
Day three[and the most recent]:
Him-*kissy face x28 and continues to drive*

Now, what in the hell am I suppposed to do?!? Fucking creepy old men...

The Bond Between Music Is Strong, But Best Friends Are Stronger.

Music Majors are crazy, no doubt about it. The thing is though, we have the strongest bond out there. We all know what boat you are in and if you need help, one of us is there to give you hand, literally and metaphorically. Ever since I started in Clarion, the randomness in the Music Department has made me feel welcome and at home.
Kyle Hart- Thank you. You are the greatest. From helping me on the drum line to helping me in the actual major. I can go to you for anything. :)
Meghan Mashey- ROOMIE! Silly green pen started it all. What would have happen if I loaned you a normal pen?! Cheese and Crackers!! Either way, I'm glad that it happened this way. :)
Moria Ambrose-TWINNN! Yes, you are crazy and I love you. Between you and I, I swear we were going to bug Doc A crazy at Washington. Hehe, oh well. We are the greatest!

Now, I have to deal at least 3 more years with all of you. Who is excited for this ride?

This boy...

...is pretty amazing.

Always there for me, never wanting to do anything to hurt me, and always having fun together.
I never knew that in Jr. High that we would even be like this. I would see him every day. He would sit behind me in all of my history classes, and we would always talk.
Chaskins-"The oil well..."
Us-"uhhhh"
Chaskins-"It's a duck"
Us-"MALLARD!"
Erich-"DRAKE!"
Me-"Crap!"

Something happened that day. Not entirely sure what, but something did.
We became closer, better friends. Either way, I liked it.

November 13, 2007 = ♥

I love you Erich, never forget.

Thunderstorms are enjoyable

Alrighty then.
Day two of this amazing-ness[not] blog. Wake up this morning at about 7:30, only because I couldn't sleep. Anymore, I keep tossing and turning and it is a pain in the ass. No idea why either. I keep thinking about everything, and I don't think that helps, at all.
I miss Erich terribly. This summer will be rough but I can do it...I hope.

We had a tornado watch and horrible thunderstorms. I liked it.
That canopy? Yeah, it's history. Leg pegs broke off and it's all twisted like a pretzel.
Good job, Mom. That is what you get for $20.

Landlines and Pizza Hut

Alright. I have it figured now that since I have made this, it will be for most of my venting.

So, I sit here on the main computer at the house, my parents are just-a bitching about the main landline. The electric went out earlier and now the phone won't ring. Yes, you can call out and we can receive calls, but the phone just won't ring. I tried, but then I get totally bitched at so I just quit on it.

Now, they were talking about Erich. I always wonder if they really like him or not...

Talking about Erich, we had a wonderful date last night. :) We went to 'Wellsville' and ate at Pizza Hut. It was amazing. We had fun, and made total ass's out of ourselves. We got back to my house at 11 and he tucked me in. We were so close to actually sleeping together but I knew that my parents would be pissed.
I should have just let him sleep. He works hard and needs a break once in a while...

It has happened to all of us

Once in a while you start to think about everything; Your friends, your family, school, why the sky is blue, things like that.
Recently, I have started thinking more in depth about all of this. I've made new friends this past year and they are the greatest. My family I love, but hell, they are annoying. I have the greatest man in the entire universe, and I am going to be marrying him sometime in 2013. Highschool was great, but college is even better.
College; this is what got me going on this rant. I was talking to Erich about this. I want to live my own life. I have tasted freedom, and I want more.
Alright, I live in a small community, in the back woods in the mountains. I have no license only because I have been delayed on it due to my parents. I want to go out with my fiance, but I always have to ask for permission. I just turned 19 and I still get treated like I am 12. I think there is something wrong here.
This is my new beginning, my new life. I want to get away from it all and just go at it.
Now, the next question is, will it happen?