Random thoughts from a not-so-normal college student trying to live her life day to day.
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
День двенадцатый
Fave actor/actress
Hm. I would say that my favorite actor would be Cary Grant. He is an older actor but his movies are pretty damn good.
My favorite actress would probably be Sandra Bullock. She is just amazing.
Monday, May 30, 2011
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
Anyways, later that day, my sister and my brother-in-law kidnapped me and we went camping. It was pretty damn fun. Sunday came along and I had to go back home and I had to weed-eat. My yard is incapable of having it mowed by a normal lawn mower. It sucks, but when I have my iPod in, it helps me clear my head. Today, Erich came over to retrieve his crap that I had. We just stood around talking for a little bit, but he kept texting. Old feelings started coming back, and he started talking about his girlfriend and a part of me just went away. He started talking and I zoned out. I couldn't bear to hear any more about her. Yeah, I guess she could be a nice person, but, I just don't know.
Okay. I need to stop talking about Erich. It ends now.
The rest of the day I helped my mom wash our truck. It was a nice day so it worked out perfectly.
So, now what to paint on that saw blade... *grabs pencil and runs away*
День Одиннадцать
Dream job.
Being either a choral conductor or a band conductor. I absolutely love conducting and that is when I really know that Music Ed. is for me. :)
Sunday, May 29, 2011
День десятый
День девятый
Your favorite drink
Tea of any sort is my favorite. I could honestly live off of that for the rest of my life. ♥
Friday, May 27, 2011
День восьмой
Celebrity crush.
Oh my Ewan McGregor and Gerard Butler!!! Meghan and I always have battles for them whenever we watch movies at school. I can never pickkk!!! :D ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Thursday, May 26, 2011
Salt and Vinegar chips make my life exciting.
Okay, almost done. I just need to add eyes and that little guy is done! This is the first crocheting project I've started that I actually finished. I'm so proud of myself :) Now if I can get my but in gear with my other three projects. Bahaha XD
Anyways, today has been a good day. Last night there were thunderstorms and I went to bed with them ringing in my ears. :) Now today, my mom was saying that we are in a Tornado watch. I used to think that we couldn't get any here because of the mountains. HA! That thought changed during my eight grade year when a tornado swept though McKean and Potter County. It was very scary, especially since I knew people who were actually in the tornado. Egh.
Anywho, I got my Tumblr up and running again. I'm going to try and post stuff on there too. Hopefully I can run two at the same time. Woo!
День седьмой
Fave singer, musician, band, etc.
Okay, I have two favorite singers. One is Amy Lee. She just has an amazing voice and I always turn to her when I'm feeling down in the dumps. It also helps that I can sing along with her too. :)
My other favorite singer is Adele. This is a newer one, but I blame Meghan with it. Haha. She has a unique voice which is just amazing!
My favorite musician is Eric Whitacre. Please, marry me! His music is the greatest. I first sang "Sleep" at my District Choir in 2008. After that, I fell in love with him. His compositions are very unique and have great meaning to them. I would LOVE to have an all Eric Whitacre concert eventually. Oh yeah. He conducts too. :D
My favorite band of all time is Breaking Benjamin. Ever since their release of "So Cold", I've been hooked. Their music is something that if I have had a bad day, I can listen to and always feel better than what I did.
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
День шестой
Your Idol
I guess I have two for this one. These girls have always known what to say to be even when I'm a hard head. And yeah, we also had our fair share of fights too. But that is what happens when you get a couple of us together that are so hard headed and love to prove our point, no matter what. These girls are so proud of who they are, and love themselves and their lives. Until just recently, I have hated myself. Now, I'm going to do everything I can to make myself happy and not care what the rest of the world thinks of me. I blame Kristen Gray and Marissa Warriner. Thanks girls. You definitely make this world a way better place, and a hell of a lot more bearable. :) ♥
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
День третий
Someone that inspires you.
My seeeeeester! She has a very great job, great family, and a great life. I love you Aleisha ♥
Yes, those are beer cans. XD
День первый
Upload a picture of yourself & 12 facts most people don't know about you
1]I wanted to be a mechanic when I was younger.
2]I am related to Milton S. Hershey, the man who came up with the Hershey Chocolate Bar.
3]I love Blue Raspberry ANYTHING!
4] Alpha Phi Omega and Tau Beta Sigma are the best things that have ever happened in my life.
5]My best friends are the greatest people, ever.
6]My parents and I actually get along.
7]I LOVE getting dirty and playing in the mud.
8]If this major doesn't completely work out, hello culinary school :)
9]I love wearing big, poofy dresses for the hell of it.
10]I want to build my own log cabin.
11]I really want to travel/backpack across the country.
12]I'm very open minded when it comes to discussions, but when I have my own opinion on something, I will let you know and I WON'T back down.
Red in the morning, blue in the evening sun.
I have been officially out of school since May 5th and I am already a wreck. This semester really kicked my ass and I have never EVER done that bad in school. Between the drama and all of the breakdowns, it made me suffer. This upcoming semester, I am going to hit the books hard and not let anything get to me(hopefully).
Now, I have been job searching like mad and I so far, no one has given me a callback. Ugh! I need to get myself a job, so I can go back to school next semester. I never knew it was this difficult looking for jobs.
Anyways, I have been fighting with myself for the longest time(Whoa oh oh! For the longest time) about how I feel about Erich. Yeah, I still care about him and everything. But now, I am trying my damnedest to get over his ass, but I just can't. The other night I told him that I don't think we could be friends since I still liked him. I figured it would hurt the friendship and then we got into this whole argument about everything. In the end, I felt horrible. I was so mad at myself for letting things get like this with him. After everything with him that night, I went to bed crying. I keep thinking to myself, "Why did I do that? Why did I hurt him like that. Why did I hurt me?! I don't think I will ever find someone..." I think like this every single night. I see everyone happy with their relationships, and trust me, I happy for y'all. I just think I deserve to be happy once again. Yeah, I know it takes time and all that jazz, but I've been like this ever since last summer, when I actually started to think I had legit depression. "Why Amanda do you think you have depression?" Well students, I am always in the dumps, even on a good day, and I cut. Yeah, I still do that, even this summer already. I know Meghan and Moria, don't yell at me. It just happens... I just want all of it to end. I want to be happy. I want to be perfect. I want to find that perfect guy. I don't want to be alone anymore. I can't do it anymore, I just can't.
So, I guess for everyone's lovey-dovey blogs that I've read/seen, I have to counter-act with a very depressed one.
I fall asleep in hospital parking lots, and awake in your mouth.
Day 1 - Upload a picture of yourself & 12 facts most people don't know about you.
Day 2 -Your best friend.
Day 3 - Someone that inspires you.
Day 4 - Your favorite food.
Day 5 - Your baby picture.
Day 6 - Your idol.
Day 7 - Fave singer, musician, band, etc.
Day 8 - Celebrity crush.
Day 9 - Your favorite drink.
Day 10 - Your favorite movie.
Day 11 - Dream job.
Day 12 - Fave actor/actress.
Day 13 - Favorite T.V show. (picture of a scene or the cast)
Day 14 - Someone you miss.
Day 15 - Favorite color.
Day 16 - Pet/Fave animal.
Day 17 - Fave sport or sport team.
Day 18 - Fave Holiday.
Day 19 - A picture of what you did today.
Day 20 - Someone that makes you smile.
Day 21 - Fave talk show host.
Day 22 - Fave clothing store/brand.
Day 23 - Something that frightens you.
Day 24 - Fave restaurant.
Day 25 - Fave Jersey Shore cast member. (Or fave reality TV show celeb)
Day 26 - A picture of you & your closest family member
Day 27 - Something you can't leave home without.
Day 28 - Celeb look-a-like. (Or if you don't have one then do a celeb you wish you could look like.)
Day 29 - Your zodiac sign.
Day 30 - Fave tattoo/tattoo you want.
Day 31 - Your first true love. ♥
Day 32 - Something/someone that means everything to you.
Day 33 - Your car/dream car.
Day 34 - Somewhere you would like to travel to.
Day 35 - Family vacation memory.
Day 36 - Something you would like to achieve/do before you die.
Day 37 - A picture of your parents/grandparents.
Day 38 - Something you hate.
Day 39 - Something you love.
Day 40 - A fave hobby.
Day 41 - Your best feature.
Day 42 - Your worst feature.
Day 43 - Fave candy.
Day 44 - Fave cartoon.
Day 45 - A picture of you on Facebook.
Day 46 - Your dream home.
Day 47 - Fave childhood toy.
Day 48 - Fave superhero.
Day 49 - Fave fast food restaurant.
Day 50 - Fave social website logo. (Facebook, Myspace, Twitter, etc.)
Day 51 - Your New Years (2011)
Day 52 - A picture of yourself celebrating for getting this far
Day 53 - The last thing you bought
Day 54 - A picture of yourself from middle school
Day 55 - What your wearing today
Day 56 - A drawing of your favorite cartoon charcter
Day 57 - Everything inside your purse/backpack/wallet
Day 58 - Your favorite animal
Day 59 - Your most used electronic device
Day 60 - Last movie you watched
Day 61 - School class picture
Day 62 - Last place you traveled to
Day 63 - Sports awards
Day 64 - Favorite childhood book
Day 65 - A picture of you and your bestfriend
Day 66 - A picture in your room
Day 67 - Something Green
Day 68 - A magazine you like
Day 69 - Something Red
Day 70 - Something you borrowed from someone else
Day 71 - A picture of your favorite piece of jewelry
Day 72 - A stuffed animal
Day 73 - Your lunch
Day 74 - Something you found under your bed
Day 75 - You and a friend
Day 76 - Something that annoys you
Day 77 - The last thing that you bought
Day 78 - Your sunglasses
Day 79 - A ticket from somewhere you've been
Day 80 - Your favorite childhood movie
Day 81 - Something you baked
Day 82 - The most embarrssing thing in your closet
Day 83 - The moon tonite
Day 84 - Your favorite pair of shorts
Day 85 - Something Pink
Day 86 - Something your mom bought you
Day 87 - Something you hold dear to your heart
Day 88 - Your bathroom
Day 89 - What's in your fridge?
Day 90 - Your current school photo
Day 91 - Something that made you smile today
Day 92 - Something wierd in your house
Day 93 - The view from your bedroom window
Day 94 - What your doing right now
Day 95 - Something yellow
Day 96 - A place you went today
Day 97 - Something heart shaped
Day 98 - Your favorite nail polish color
Day 99 - Something that makes you feel accomplished
Day 100 - The final picture of yourself
















