So, I'm about to have another breakdown of like 163287345235934r893287 this whole semester. I don't know what has gotten into me, but I cannot get anything done. I'm just so overwhelmed about everything and it feels like no one really actually cares about me.
Schoolwork is just, blah. I'm trying to practice, study, and get everything done but I just completely break down and I can't do any of it. My depression is kicking in overdrive this past semester and it hasn't stopped for one moment.
Okay, now my venting about people. I'm sorry if I offend anyone, but I need to get this off of my chest.
Meghan- Roomie, I love you to death, but this whole thing with you and Jake. No. It annoys the piss out of me and that is one of the reasons why I have been getting all irritated and what-not. I see you with him and I'm like, damn, I miss that. And okay, he has a girlfriend!!!!!!! Why in the hell would you do that?!?! Ugh!
Moria- I NEVER SEE YOU!!!! This has been bugging me. I just want to see one of my best friends, and when I'm not able to see you, I feel the disconnect. I don't want our friendship to go away...
Brendan- Ooooooo, what to say. You have been annoying as fuck. You have soo much ego on you that someone should smack it out of you. This weekend made me more pissed at you. Basically slamming me about how I'm never quiet. Whatever. Yeah, I'll be nice to you, but I really and truly want to kick your ass sometimes.
Erich- I know you never read this, but this still sucks. I still love you. But, hey, you wanna screw around with other people and then say that you love me too, ugh. I thought I could trust you with everything and that we could tell each other EVERYTHING. Well, I guess not. I lost that friend. It really hurts...
Justin- My little. Yeah, I still like you. Lovely, huh? But you are soo happy with Brittany, and I think that is great. You two are an awesome pair. I thought I would be able to get over you, but you were there at one of my low points, and you will be forever in my heart. Even though I sometimes, well, all the time, think that you you don't want to even hang out with me, I just want to say that I will always be there for ya.
Yeah, let's go with that for now.
