30 Day Challenge-Day 4

-Day 4-
A picture of your night

-Mario Party with Amy and Meghan-
A fun time where yelling and screaming profanity at each other is allowed :)

30 Day Challenge-Day 3

-Day 3-
A picture of the cast of your favorite TV show

-House-
2 things:
1]The original cast, not the "newer people"
2]I haven't watched it in forever though! That is what happens when I was in college. I have all of the seasons on DVD though, so I'm content with that :)

30 Day Challenge- Day 2

-Day 2-

A picture of you and the person you've been closest to the longest.

-My sister, Aleisha-

Kinda ironic how her and I are going shopping today. :) Either way, I know she is my sister, but she has been there for me for god knows how long. If I have any problems, I can go to her without judgement. She is one of the greatest people I know. :)

I love you Aleisha ♥

Welcome to Potter County, where there is dial-up and crappy cell phone reception.

So, today was the day where Erich and I returned things. Things went smoothly. Then, the departure came about. Oh wow, awkward much? He asked for a hug, and I didn't think much of it. A hug is a hug. After that, I was starting to venture back to the store and I heard him say, "I miss you". I stop, turn towards him, start to say, "I...", then shrugged my shoulders, then finally said, "I don't know what to say." I laughed and ran back to the store.
I really hope with that kind of comment, I didn't hurt him mentally...

Either way, my parents are starting to get on my nerves, already. Can anyone say, "I'm ready to go back to Clarion"? Ooo, pick me! It is just the little things that get to me... Blah!

Okay, now my little rant. Justin, I really miss you. I know we haven't been able to talk that much this break, but I've been trying my damndest to keep in touch with you. I am attempting to text, and sometimes Facebook chat. I hope this isn't my clingy self coming out, but at least I'm trying to keep in contact. I just want you to call me. Something short and sweet. That's all I ask...

Sorry, mini rant.
All good now. :)

30 Day Challenge- Day 1

-Day 1-

A picture of yourself with 5 facts

-1-

Music is one of my getaways. When I really am singing, I get lost in the music and it is difficult for me to stop.

-2-

Yellow is my absolute favorite color ever since I was little. Show me something yellow, and I am bound to jump up and attack.

-3-

Cooking is another passion for me. Whenever I come home, you can usually find me in the kitchen, making some sort of concoction.

-4-

Although I say that I really hate my hair, I kinda love it. It is a part of me, and basically shows my personality: Crazy!

-5-

Percussion is pretty amazing, if I do say so myself. I always debate on whether I should duel major or not... Hm...

Happy Thanksgiving everyone!

November 25, 2010: My 2nd Thanksgiving as a college student.

Today, I felt more like an adult than ever. I was helping out my Grandma, realizing I could be doing this in a couple more years in my own house. I'm so glad to have her as my Grandma. She is strong willed and will never give up.

With that in my mind, I was thinking about my Aunt Lynn, a lot. Another Thanksgiving passed without her at the end of the table. I really do miss her and her crazy shnanigans. I know you are watching up there, and we all think about you :)

I wish I could have seen my sister today. I just want to spend more time with her, but between my college life, and her being a mother now, it is so difficult. I just want to have one-on-one bonding, but that is such a rarity. But I'm excited for Saturday, we are shopping together.

Tomorrow, I'm returning some of the items I have to Erich and vice-versa. This might be tough, and yet, it might not. We are going to be civil about this and be adults. I just hope noone in Greeley's will bite his head off or just completely yell at him.

Now, I'm kinda excited to back to Clarion. I got my fix of home, but now, I just want to get all of my stuff done and over with. Haha. Okay, I also want to see Justin too, you caught me. But only talking for 5 minutes a day gets to me. I am still not used to the limited talking. :\

Although my parents get on my nerves, a lot, I still love them to death. I missed these guys terribly. Yeah, I haven't talked to them as much as I would like to, but that is what I get for being a music major involved with 2 Greeks and a gazillion ensembles. Haha.

Either way, I'm thankful for all of this. It has made me into the person I am today. From the heartbreak, to family, to friends, to love, everything. Happy Thanksgiving.

My goodness!

This weekend was a trip, I tell you what! First, we 'fought', then broke-up, had breakdowns, then lastly, we are back together.

Blah.

Either way, I'm happy again :D

The wheel in the sky keeps on turning...

Yeah for being single?
Not really.
I thought this relationship would actually work out. Welp, I was wrong.
I just cannot win...
:(

I cannot wait to go home...

She had an earthquake on her mind...

So yeah. Let's have a recap, shall we?

Classes:They have been going well. I think I might actually pass Antiquities now. Here is hoping. Aural skills is going pretty good too. :) Here is just hoping I won't have to take another class over again next semester.

Friends: Everything seems like they are patching back up, and I don't think I have been doing that much. I like this. I missed my friends. They are what keep me sane. My world is starting to actually even out. Thank goodness.

Guys: Yeah, they are a pain in the butt, but I deal. Haha. Things with Erich and I are getting wayyyy better than what I thought would happen. We are going to return things during Thanksgiving break. I really hope that everything will go smoothly. Things with Justin and I are just simply amazing. End of story. :P

Greek:TBS is going well. APhiO, I wouldn't know anymore. I am in orchestra and cannot go to the meetings. Grrrrrr....


Either way, everything is going well and I love it! :D

:)

That is all :)

Practice Room Fun

All I have to say is that I love you. I know it is sudden and really early, but that is how I feel. :)
I can actually see my self with you for the rest of my life. Both of us being really successful music teachers and everything.
I haven't been this happy for God knows how long and I love it.
I have a feeling that I glow every time you are around and I cannot stop smiling.
♥

'Cause this is the future, and you are alive.

Yeah. I have no idea what life is taking me.
I'm no longer with Erich Michael Petsch.
I'm currently taken by Justin Michael Ignatius Salada.
School is...moderate. I could possibly fail Antiquities and Aural Skills II.
Clarion isn't pulling my trigger now. I want trees, middle of nowhere, no trace of humans, nature, my home.
People are just getting on my nerves like mad.
TBS- I'll be quitting the Treasurer position next semester and giving my Music committee up to Moria.
APhiO-I might try for secretary next semester.
Oh, I'll probably be taking an 18 credit load and then I have my upper divisional then.
And I need to take my Praxis.
Hopefully I'll be able to come back next year. Thank you financial crap.


Anyways...
This guy, Salad, yeah. :) He is pretty great.
So far, he is the only one who can make me smile, and just can motivate me just enough to accomplish something. [At least this semester...]
Yeahhhhh, I just met him this semester and he is a Freshman. Oh well. :)

And one other thing, although you will probably not read this...
Erich, I am sorry for all the pain I caused you. I know you didn't deserve the hell I put you through. You deserve someone a hell of a lot better than me. Someone you know that can make you so happy it is crazy. I did believe once before that we would be together forever, but fate apparently didn't. I just wish could believe me and just understand where I am coming from. I'm sorry, and I hope you have a great life at Mansfield. You will do great.

I think I got a lot of my bases covered for now...