Since I got yelled at for not posting by a little Mexican... :P

HOWDY Y'ALL! :)
It's been since October since I last posted. Hello dry spell. But, life has been going well, which is surprising.
Let's have an update.
-Taking one more online class at BCCC
-Currently have no job
-figuring things out for transfers
-and yeah

Haha. There is a lot actually going on in my life, but I just haven't got anything under complete control. It will come to me, no worries.
But, at least I could update something on here. :)

You still have all of me...

So, I was just clicking around on my favorited pages on my window and I clicked on my blog. Last time I updated was in August. Damn...

Anyways, I am just feeling really out of my 'normal' loop right now.

1. I miss Clarion a lot and I cannot wait to go back next year.
2. I honestly miss having a boyfriend. 
3. I am always exhausted for some unknown reason. 
4. I'm getting behind on my homework.
5. I am feeling fatter and fatter by the days.

With 1, I guess that is pretty much self explanatory. Being at home is alright, but I miss my friends and my professors. I miss the atmosphere of Clarion, period.
Two, yeah. Again, self explanatory. I keep falling for guys too quickly and I always figure out that they really aren't interested in me, just either my body, boobs mostly, or they want sex. AH!! DX Anyways, I miss having that guy I can go to about anything and just talk to. Someone that I can sleep with and cuddle and just not care about the world and my own problems.
Three MIGHT be because I am working 5 days a week, 8:30-4:30. I wake up at 6:30 and then I go to bed at about 9:30/10ish. How in the hell am I still tired in the morning? Blah...
Four... Fuckin' history and political science. I am failing on my tests for history and I haven't done assignments for Political Science. I'm going to e-mail my Government teacher and say I haven't had internet for a while. Maybe that will work...?
Five. Hello, my name is Amanda and I am 5'4" and 220 lbs. I have back problems that won't go away. I keep telling myself I need to get a diet plan going. Go to the gym, watch what I eat, all that jazz. Here is the kicker though. How do I get myself to the gym when my main mode of transportation is my mother and she just wants to go home after work? I can't win on this one... Fuck.

Well, my life in a nut shell? Ha, no. More like a blog post... whatever. I just needed to vent and post something on here... Off to bed with myself. It's what I do best anymore.

I feel like an eskimo right now... >.>

Hello slippers, sweat pants, and a hoodie. I really hate it when my dad keep the AC on all the freakin' time! Rawr. But it helps him breath, so I can let it go. Haha.
So, I know I have to get on top of the other '100 Day Challenge', but my computer sucks. I am now using Firefox, so that might work. I will have to try it tomorrow...

But, update!
-I still have a job until November-ish. I am really excited because this job that I had was only for two weeks originally. Now, 'til November? Yes. :) But I have been getting different 'jobs' during the time I was there. First, I was a secretary, then I was a summer assistant, and finally, I'm working on plot books for Potter County. Yep, the whole county. Yayy working for the county/state. :)

-The whole "I'm going to grow a pair and finally ask Kris out" phase didn't work out. I figured it wouldn't, but I tried. Haha. It doesn't help though when he doesn't give you the light of day. Example- I try and talk to him, he would say, like, one word, and then walk away. Oh well.

-I am now a student at Bucks County Community College, or BCCC. YES! :D :D :D :D :D After about a month or so looking and buckling down at Community colleges, I find this one. Tuition isn't too bad, and the classes I'm taking are online. Where I live, there are like NO colleges close by me. BCCC is about 3 and a half hours away. I am taking a history class and a political science class. Hopefully, I can pass these classes, and get back to Clarion. Man, I miss Clarion, hard core.

-So, I have been talking to my one friend, Matt, a lot recently. We used to date in high school, but things didn't work out. One day, I finally told him that we should go on a date sometime. He said sure. :) We still have to figure out a date, because he is going to University of Buffalo (which is in Buffalo, NY). Needless to say, I'm pretty stoked about this. Now, I just hope I don't get too clingy via text message. I want this one to work out. :)

-I have a vlog. XD I forgot to post one on Thursday and Friday last week, but I will figure something out. I know pretty much everyone that reads this already is subscribed to my channel, so I'm not to worried. Haha!


So, ladies and gents, I'm signing off. I gotta get ready for today. I'm hanging out with some of my high school friends. FINALLY!! :D

Cuz we're young and we're broke and I can't find my coat ...

So, I know y'all are wondering, "Why in the fuck haven't you been updating your blog, Amanda?" My internet is pretty gay and all of a sudden it wouldn't load my pictures. :/ So whenever I can get interwebz at work and get Blogspot to work there, I'll be sure to update ASAP! :P

Anyways, that crazy ginger friend of mine was buggin' me to post a real post. I figured I would do so now before I actually completely forgot. Ha!

So, I have a stable job for the summer. WIN! :D It's at a place that I abso-fucking-lutely love. I work for the county, again, which is a good thing. If I keep getting my foot in the door, I might be able to find a more stable job for the rest of the year. I could totally go for that. :)

I like someone. Yep. :) I went to school with him, graduated with him, and now work with him. How awesome is life?! But, it gets more complicated. I want to actually ask him out on a date, but, ya know, I keep shutting down and I can't ask. I always plan through scenarios through my head, but whenever I actually get into a position where we are one-on-one in a room by ourselves, I make small talk and I can't ask. I keep blaming on that I don't want to make the work place awkward, *Insert awkward turtle hand signals here*, but I don't think it's that. I've liked this guy since 5th/6th grade. There is just something about him that makes me absolutely happy. He has a great personality, an amazing smile, the most beautiful blue eyes, some pretty crazy hair(almost like mine XD), a unique sense of humor, and I just figured this out recently, he is so great with kids! He used to play trombone, plays sports (cricket and used to do track), he loves animals, and... wow. :) I just wish my friends were up here in good ol' Potter County to help push me to ask.

Okay, enough of him. Well, there could be never enough of him... Ha!

This past week, our office held a Livestock and Horse overnighter. Let me tell you! That was so much fun! I was able to talk about goats, and have fun with the younger kids. I've missed working with the 4-H groups. Oo, that reminds me. I need to turn in my clearances for the office so I can actually 'officially' help with my club. I'll get that in my backpack tomorrow. :)

So, off to bed for me. Might be an early morning for me. It will be Sunday and my mom will want to get the upstairs clean, weedeat, and clean up some wheel chairs for our 4-H meeting on Monday. Oh joy... :P

День Сорока

-Day 40-
A fave hobby.

Singing. I absolutely love it. Whether it is in the shower or in a concert, it helps me think or get emotional.

Playing my drums(in this case, timpani). Everyone has told me that I rock it on the timpani. Needless to say, I absolutely love it. :)

Cooking! If I could, I would do that for a living. :D

Lastly, crafts of all sorts! Painting, sewing, coloring, gluing, drawing, picture-ing, the whole lot of it!

День Тридцать девять

-Day 39-
Something you love.

 I love nice cool summer nights where I can just sit outside and just relax...

I love knowing I have a great family, even though we don't get along all the time...

I love my friends...

Oh, and you ;) Just kiddin'!

And I love anything crafty. It helps me clear my head and makes me figure something out.

День тридцать восемь

-Day 38-
Something you hate.
Well, there are a couple of things(Like you haven't heard that before :P)

Headaches. They just suck, completely. I have to be on a prescription for them. >.<

Another thing is when people who don't fill up to their potential. I know a couple of people who do that, and they just annoy me. Just apply yourself, dammit!!

One last thing would be sunburn. I forgot how much I really did hate it until about a week ago. D: