I'm starting to actually love my life. Yeah, I know that my college career might be put on hold and my education is suffering, but I have great friends and a wonderful family that care about me. I see that a lot of my friends have so many problems with their whole family and I just could never understand that. Yeah, my parents and I bicker, but we never ever have huge fights. I absolutely love them and they are so supportive of me. They know my college career is so on the edge right now, but my mom is trying her damndest to help me out with finances(well, not out of her pocket because they need the money too) and getting a job and attempting to find something to get me back. Yeah, my dad might bitch me out on occasion, I know he cares a lot. That is why hi does that to me. He doesn't want his little girl growing up. I always help him at home with miscellaneous projects that needed to get done.
My friends are always there for me. I always try to return the favor, even though it might hurt me in the end. I always try to help them out, no matter what. I love my friends. It is just in my nature to be kind and help everyone. I guess sometimes that has its downfalls, but it has gotten me to where I am today. Yeah, bumps here and holes there. It happens. It's called life. Get used to it.
I'm really glad that I have a job now too. Yeah, it is temporary, but it is something and I love it. I get along with everyone in the building and we can joke around too. Those are the types of work environments that I absolutely love. I'm just so lucky to have jobs that are like that.
Now, trying to figure out how to get a more stable job for the summer and then getting back to school. I can do this. I know it. :)
AHH!!!!! Your title is PANIC! ^_^
ReplyDeleteI actually post a deep post and you don't comment on that. You comment on the title. :P
ReplyDeleteThis is why you are one of my best friends :)