ALF Week, and I haven't gone yet.

I would just like to say that I hate thinking. End of story.
I'm thinking too much about

1. My relationship with Erich
2. My relationship with my friends
3. TBS
4. APO
5. My major
6. My life

Erich-I'm doubting the relationship any more. You say you love me, and yeah, I love you too, but it still seems that you want the physical aspect of the relationship more than anything. You keep saying you are sorry. If you are really and truly sorry, prove it. Actions speak louder than words.

Friends-Yeah, I feel like the Kyle Hart, but, with sleeves. It just feels like I am insignificant, the red-headed stepchild of our class. Yeah, everyone says they like me and they get along with me, but I just feel that then you talk about me behind your back.

TBS-I love my sisters! But, tooooooooo many committees and then being treasurer on top of this. Bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

APO-You guys have a lot of drama. Now, with this new pledge class, are you guys up for the challange?

Music Education with a concentration in Voice- Music is my life. I wouldn't know what to do without it. But now, anymore, I feel like I am going to fail, epically, mind you. My vocal lessons are becoming hell and I just want to punch Doc A in the face. Piano is a bitch, period, big dot, end of discussion. Oh, and Aural Skills, go to hell...

Life-I just want it to end. I've become more depressed than ever. I look at everyone going on their ways and I become jealous of the life they lead. Then I get that feeling that I will never be happy, ever.


Yeah, everything just sucks...